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[Aug. 30th, 2007|05:30 pm] |
so im here at wcc. hollaaa
its great and i love it. |
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[Jul. 28th, 2007|12:09 am] |
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exactly one month to go til freedom. woohoo! |
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[Jun. 11th, 2007|04:16 pm] |
dear lj;
my job sucks serious cock.
the end. |
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[Apr. 25th, 2007|09:58 am] |
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can it be august already?! please?! |
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[Mar. 31st, 2007|09:20 pm] |
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sup lj. havent updated in a few months. nothin too exciting been goin on, auditioned for montclair and westminster and i like them both, but who knows where ill get in... im nervous. not so much about montclair but westminster, i thought i was totally for goin to montclair but ever since i auditioned at westminster im like obsessed with going there, the town its in is beautiful and the school is so nice and quiet and no one really parties and it just fits me..and id be workin w really talented singers and teachers and really be happy i think.. only problem 40,000 a year! how the fuck am i goin to afford that? seriously. montclair at the most is 12,000 and id be goin for 2 years and westminster id be there another 4. ill graduate at 25 w a bachelors degree haha but its better than nothing aaand id be soo happy being there. so i dont know, well see where fate leads me. hah. i guess thats it. |
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[Nov. 21st, 2006|07:50 pm] |
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i cant believe christmas is a month away, it freaks me out. im not even in the christmasy mood yet. hearing christmas music and seeing decorations and lights is effin too weird and too soon. im siked for thanksgiving though, i loooove food, haha. i went shopping with my mom today, it was nice. she took in this abandoned kitty, poor thing its so sick looking and it meows all weird. :( speaking of kitties, my grandma got one!! we still havent named her yet, but she is beautiful and shes all black and shes attached to me, she liked me the moment we met she started playing with me, i love love her. i wanna name her jinx so we can call her jinxy, cuz shes all black and i think it fits either that or isabel or jezabel, i dunno. grams is letting my little cuz mark name her i just hope its not something gay. i got new clothes today and shoes. wooo. i love that feeling. haha. schools a bummer. i have an overdue paper for government that i seriously need to finish and keep procrastinating about, ughhh. i hate it. i need to find a conservatory that suits me, i desperately want to audition for julliard but the app needs to be turned in soooon deadlines dec 1st and the fee is 100 smackeroos. :[ damn i hate being poor. oh and apparently the dude that played kramer on seinfeld is racist. wtf?! i saw it on youtube yesterday. hes going crazy at his standup show. anywho, im workin the desk at acting school and i figured id update. later gators. |
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[Nov. 7th, 2006|07:25 pm] |
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i have an audition for marymount manhattan on feb 3rd!!! im siked! i really hope i get in :) |
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[Oct. 21st, 2006|11:27 pm] |
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life is pretty good, just been goin to school, working at the fantastic cvs (boo) and soon to be rehearsing for this one act play im in at school, and hangin with the bf. :) wednesday is our 1 year...pretttyy crazy. once im done with this play, i want to start auditioning for films. ive only been in one but i feel like its kind of where i belong. im so inner when i act and like it seems to translate well on film. i mean its worth a shot :) and then i have one more semester at bdale and then im not sure... im thinking aada, or nyu, but theres a big difference between the two. for one, aada is an acting conservatory which to me is heaven and in nyu i could get another degree on top of acting.. cuz lets face it, im sick of this mediocre jobs working with hs kids, it blows. fo real. so im kind of in a dilemma, im not sure if i should just concentrate on acting, or go for another degree too and get my ba. i dont know im sick of college work, its not my thing, i cant get myself to study because i am the biggest procrastinator ever, and all i want to do is act and sing. i dont know...i kind of just want to go for acting and see what happens but theres always that fear of getting old and not making it and then not having a degree to get a decent paying job. who knows what ill do, but thats it for now. |
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[Sep. 7th, 2006|11:54 am] |
feliz cumpleanos carlitos! :) youre an old man now.
today is my first day back to school. yayayay. hah 3rd year at bdale=im awesome. im kind of excited to go back. i kinda like school. my classes are going to be so hard though, lots of reading and tests and ugh...but whatever itll look good on my apps if i do well, lets hope i do. :) i just got a new job. im gunna be a clerk at cvs. i have a feeling itll be better than ocean club. the asst manager seems nicer here plus the restaurant biz sucks to work in, actually anything to do with people in general type of biz sucks. hah. yeah so my car royally sucks. so much shit has been wrong with it. its ridiculous. ive had to get a new alternator then another altenator bc they were both rebuilt parts that sucked and then i finally got a NEW alternator free of charge considering i paid money before for the rebuilt part and THEEEEN my battery isnt working right and its a fucking new battery, its so ridiculous but now im going to get a new battery put in and i have this new alternator so no more fuckin problems with this piece of shit car better come my way.. or its war. haha. yeah so thats my update. later. |
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[Jul. 21st, 2006|11:57 pm] |
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ive been such an emotional wreck lately. i feel like i have the weight of the world on my shoulders. i hate that i worry so much. and i hate that i feel depressed sometimes. i know things will work themselves out, but i cant help resenting my grandma right now. she shouldnt have to count how many times a week i see my bf, thats just psychotic. sure shes entitled to put her 2 cents in or whatever but like leave me the hell alone. let me live my life and do the things i want to do. i dont see what the problem is. i think im going to try to find a second job somewhere, i really like the job i have now but i have so much stuff to pay for, i have to pay car insurance, pay my aunt off for getting my car fixed, and my crazy grandmother wants 25 a week. i wish i could move out. aaaand she says if i sleep over dans house one more time shes going to kick me out. its like can i ever do anything right? i just had this huge talk with my dad tonight on the phone...theres so many things on my mind lately. i seriously worry about everyone in my family. and like i need to stop thinking its my responsibility to make sure things get done. i wish i could just worry about myself and thats it. whatever, things will eventually work themselves out i guess. but yeah, i dont know. i hate being sad a lot and crying over everything. thats no way to live your life. but anyway, i guess im done with this. |
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[Jun. 26th, 2006|12:20 am] |
IM GOING TO DISNEYWORLD IN 5 DAYS!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i cant wait, its gonna be great! |
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[Jun. 16th, 2006|12:13 am] |
so update on my life.
im staying at my grandparents and i got a job with dan and im hostessing making 9 an hour (not too shabby) and saturday ill be serving at a party and i make 6.50 and hour PLUS partial tip which is good money. so im not doing too bad. and i have the week off (mon-thurs) and i babysit tuesdays soo i should be making 200 a week or so which im happy about.
AT THE END OF THE MONTH....
im going to disneyworld with dan and his fam!!!!!!!!!
i cantwaiticantwaiticantwait. its going to be awesome.
dans the best boyfriend in the world and i love him so so much <33.
i need to kick myself in the ass and start going on auditions. I NEEEED TO BE IN A SHOW. i miss it so much.
tis all :0) |
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[May. 30th, 2006|02:31 pm] |
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im so confused. i dont know where i wanna move. i know i cant stay at my gparents anymore and that blowzz but at the same time itll be good if i get away, grams drives me loco. im scared to move in with my dad, i feel like when i move in, my life stops. thats an awful way to feel because i really do love my family but i dont always wanna be taking care of them, and playing mom. speaking of mom...why cant she live without a man?!! shes back with the scum of the earth and i dont know whether to scream at her or back off and let her live her life. whatever. i wish i was rich and i could get my own place. but id have to quit school to maintain it or id have to get like 3 roomates so i could afford rent and go to school at the same time. where am i going to transfer to??? ughhh. this all sucks.the only thing great i have going for me is dan and a few friends, everything else makes me wanna punch a hole in the wall. i wish my family was normal. i need to stop worrying and focus on me. i need to get out of bdale and do something with myself. |
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[Apr. 18th, 2006|02:39 pm] |
so i havent written in here in a while. theres not much to say but that i dropped math and i have to take it again. all i need to take in the fall is 4 classes and im done with bdale but nooo i had to suck on this one test and ruin everything. i fucking hate math.
im excited for the classes im taking though because they should be interesting.
im taking::
bio
comparative religion.
cultural anthropology
and
american national government
but i have to learn how to study and do well.
schools done in a few weeks but thats means im moving in with my Dad.
itll be nice to see my friends from there but like i wont see Dan as much and all my friends up here... :(
boo. i cant wait to do a show this summer. im having withdrawal,haha.
the 25th is six months. :0)
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[Mar. 12th, 2006|01:28 am] |
so spring break is here. my sister is leaving for cancun in a few days, lucky duck. im sure shell have an amazing time and good for her, she deserves it. i probably should go find a new job but i feel like i have no ambition sometimes. oh well, soon enough i suppose. i have a wonderful boyfriend whom i love ever so much. he got me a beautiful ring for my birthday and he treats me like a princess. i love you daniel patrick<333
im 20 now. 20.20.20. its weird. i mean granted, its not THAT old but im now known as a twentysomething, or next year i will be. im done with my teenage years and my adult years are approaching rapidly,ugh. i hope theyre good.
my aunts bridal shower was today, it was beautiful. it made me realize how amazing love truly is and thankful i have that in my life. i hope i get married someday, i have a good feeling i will :) im so happy for her, she found her one love and its incredible. tony is such an awesome guy, i couldnt have picked a better suitor myself. :)
i hope to see some of my friends when they come home from school, but a lot of spring breaks were either this week (in which i had school) or are the following week, mines this week and it better kick ass.
krystle made me a cake for my birthday, chocolate frosting with heart sprinkles and yellow cake on the inside.. its awesome. and she also got me a belle&sebastian tshirt that says "scotlands for me!" with a rainbow on it, it owns. iloveyoukrystle. thank you for being the best friend ever. :0)
i went out to eat last night with dan,mom,amy and krystle. i invited a few more people but things got discumbobulated or however u spell that crazy word, but its alright. my poor dad has the size of a lip as big as angelina jolies and that guy bubba from forrest gump. its gross. i hope the doctors fix that asap. i dont want my dad to be in pain :(
im excited yet concerned about the months ahead. school will be over in the beginning of may, but that means ill be moving back home and to tell you the truth, im not sure if i want to. i really dont want to be far from everything ive known for the past 2 years, but im sure my grandparents cant wait till the day i move out of their house. im sure they see me as trouble. i love old school ways. :-P
i was in the mood to write a bit tonight, hope i didnt bore you to death with my somewhat vent and reflectiveness.
hasta luego mi amigos <33 |
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[Mar. 9th, 2006|04:04 pm] |
im 20 now bitchezzz. and billy joel rocked hardcore! and i love daniel oh so much. <3333
and next week= spring break!!!
life couldnt get any better :) |
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